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Drug Addiction And Sleep DeprivationSometimes I’m actually not certain if I did sleep or if I just laid still and pretended to be asleep… hahaha…
Isn’t it funny how severe sleep deprivation and high levels of drugs can confuse you that way?
I generally figure it actually was neither sleep nor awake… but something else- a little off to the side of those reality based terms…
Somewhere or something a little closer to death, coma or perhaps cartoon…
My Imaginary Friend- Sid Vicious
Sometimes I feel really “together" these days. Like I finally have a grip on how to do this job- well and with reasonable amounts of class, skill, and panache. And truthfully- I know that is essentially correct. Too bad it took until I was in my mid 30’s to discover my talents in “sales"…
But then I have moments of stunning clarity- where all the peculiar parts of my life coalesce and I have to also face the reality of living outside of society, in the shadows of the criminal element I belong to with the constant risks that are inherent to the hustle… and to calm my internal turmoil I look at my cell phone wallpaper and talk to the man in the picture.
He gives brief snippets of reassuring advice mixed with placating sweet nothings that only I can hear. The only problem with this- other than I am being advised and counseled by my PHONE’s wallpaper (!!!)- is who the man on the screen is…
See, when you find our that my pixelated guru is- the 30
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